LISTS.

TO DO

  • Clean my room before uni
  • More scholarship applications
  • Graduate high school
  • Write and blog more
  • Figure out student loans and grants
  • Figure out payment and moving in for rez
  • Clean out my bag
  • Download Sims 4 mods

WHAT I WANT FROM LIFE

  • To learn how to live with love rather than hate
  • A butch wife who I can talk to about anything
  • A decent-paying job
  • Testosterone

TRAVEL BUCKET LIST

  • Iqaluit, Nunavut, Canada
  • Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
  • Ithaca, Greece

WHAT REMINDS ME OF MY MOM

  • The colour purple
  • Chemistry
  • Tigers
  • Freckles
  • Hong Kong dramas
  • Leslie Cheung
  • Lavender

MOVIES/BOOKS/SHOWS/GAMES THAT CHANGED MY LIFE

  • The Iliad (8th Century BC)
  • The Farewell (2019)
  • Indian Horse (2012)
  • Moonlight (2016)
  • I Saw The TV Glow (2024)
  • Red Dead Redemption 2 (2018)
  • The Last of Us (2013)
  • The Last of Us Part II (2020)

WHAT I WANT IN A PARTNER

  • Loyal
  • Tough, but fair
  • A strong sense of justice
  • A dyke that goes by "sir"
  • Strong; physically and emotionally
  • Kind, in spite of everything
  • Biceps 20 inches around

AESTHETICS I LIKE

  • Southern gothic
  • Dark academia
  • Minimalism

WISH LIST

  • A new computer for uni
  • Robert Fagles' translation of the Iliad
  • Stephen Fry's Troy
  • More masc clothes
  • A STP packer

IN MY BAG

  • Various magazines
  • Graphing calculator
  • Junk I need to clean out
  • Pencil case
  • Binder
  • iPad
  • Kobo Elipsa 2E
  • Water bottle
  • Readings for English First Peoples
  • Pads

DILEMMAS

  • Industrial vs. mechanical engineering
  • High vs. low dose T
  • Lenovo vs. ASUS

SPECIFIC MEMORIES

  • The vast expanse of highways, farmland, and mountain ranges on the drive to Utah.
  • Playing with tiny shark figurines with my grandma on the walk to preschool.
  • Sucking on sour key candies while playing with LEGOs.

GREATEST FEARS

  • Being left alone
  • Being left behind
  • Being found out
  • Sex
  • Heights

ETHNICITIES I'VE BEEN MISTAKEN FOR

  • Vietnamese
  • Filipino
  • Coast Salish
  • Inuit

CONSPIRACY THEORIES

  • Trump and his MAGA goonies are the anti-Christ
  • Every UFO sighting reported by the US government are actually cover-ups for testing advanced military equipment
  • The RCMP (Royal Canadian Mounted Police) are responsible for many of the disappearances on the Highway of Tears